My husband and I lead very hectic, busy lives in LA. Between his job in the music industry and mine as a celebrity assistant we have very little down time. I have 4 days off and am somewhat lost....I've cleaned the house, gone grocery shopping, had my hair done, got the dog groomed, worked out, cooked dinner, but in all honesty I'm feeling lonely. I long for friends like I had in Austin. The ones who I would call on a whim and they'd gladly meet for a drink and long talk. I miss girl nights and sleepovers. I know it will happen in time but patience is not a virtue of mine :).

I've gotten MUCH better about stepping out of my comfort zone and doing things that make my knees shake but I still struggle. Ike is my safety net, he will talk to a wall. I need to depend less on him and get out on my own. My goal this spring and summer is to do something that scares me every week. Last week I tried cardio barre (www.cardiobarre.com). This week I am going to do a barefoot run on the beach. Alone. The water is my nirvana; the one space I find true contentment and peace. Where my mind is free and I feel like I can breathe.


Days like today I am extremely thankful for Finley. He sure can make me laugh..



Random enough post I think..Tata for now!